you really need to have children. Having said that, I don’t have children. Heck, I can’t even think of marriage or anything like that since I would not be able to support even a wife, never mind a wife and child. My life is about focusing on the things I believe in regarding whites … even if it means a jail sentence (which is now a seriously possibility with this new hate speech law signed into power by the black Jewish president Ramaphosa). Maybe, at some point, even death is a possibility, if I were to begin succeeding in the things I do. But I have a total belief and commitment in what I’m doing and my main concern is that I might not be able to do it to the extent I had wanted. I will see by the middle of next year how I stand financially. But I’ll do my main critical stuff here for the whites/Boers in the next few months. Then I will have shown them ALL that they need to know. But my goals are bigger than just them.
A HUGE problem for whites is HOW to raise and pay for the costs of even one child, never-mind the SEVERAL that we really need. Honestly, couples should have a minimum of 4 kids – at the very least. Boers used to have up to 10 and even more some times. Given the state of medicine and science I see no reason why a healthy fit white woman can’t produce 10 children. Do you know hitler gave MEDALS to women who had more than certain numbers of children? I agree with that. Every additional baby is worth more than gold and no matter what happens to parents, it should be our “communal duty” to look after all white children, even orphans. Children should be seen for the critical gems they are. They are the only thing that matters actually.
I truly think, as a woman, you would find solace and delight in having your own children. You sound like a very healthy, very fit woman. You should have many children. But I know that due to Jews, etc you’ll be lucky if you can survive the costs of even one. This is all wrong. Its a topic I will return to later … why can’t we whites form some kind of societal structure/financial fund or special schools or special ways of supporting couples who do have children. We should make it as easy as possible to have huge numbers of children. If whites a century ago could have 10 children and even more, why can’t we do even better now? Its ridiculous. There have to be solutions to these things.
I do have some thoughts on the matter. And whites need to learn to function as a total TEAM … each person carrying out their role for the greater good of everyone.
My own thinking regarding your pain, is that you need to channel your energies into something positive. I think a child would be ideal. But, having said that with my BIG MOUTH … I don’t know how you’d do that. But I think psychologically, that’s what might help you. That is where your heart and soul would be. Your mother might be gone, but you can create the future.
I think its ridiculous that white women have to think of financial careers. My niece’s children are thinking of being lawyers and engineers. But I’m convinced that all white women should be busy caring and looking after the welfare, not only of their own families, but other whites. e.g. the aged, the sick, etc. There is a LOT of work that needs to be done in this regard, and white women are perfectly suited – through tens of thousands of years of struggle for the vital task of caring for our people.
And the men should be doing the work, including the hard work, the fighting, etc. That’s our task – to make things run, smash our enemies, etc.
We need a return to unity and sanity.
I am UTTERLY CONVINCED, from my trip to the USA and Canada, as well as my observations here, that WHITE PEOPLE ARE DYING ON THE INSIDE. THE MEN, THE WOMEN, THE YOUTH… even the aged. We are DYING ON THE INSIDE. We cannot take this hideous miserable rotten life as Jewish zombies … being kicked around by either Liberals, or communists or blacks or Jews. I think it is PHYSICALLY and MENTALLY sucking the strength out of us. Life has no purpose.
In my case I could go job hunting tomorrow. It would not be easy. It could take a year or more to even find a job – that’s how tough things are here.
But, I’ve said to myself I must do things now, while I am in this position. I’m in a good space. My mind is fresh. I have lots of energy. I must throw myself into this now. For many reasons, now is better than later. Later, may even be too late.
I can’t tell you, how important it is for me, to have my self-chosen purpose that I am happy with. I can see the results. I see it in people, in correspondence and even the folks around me.